Again I Did not Die

I'm the daughter no one wants
I'm the friend no one needs
I'm all those silent pleas and I'm all the tears no one sees
i hide my pain behind this smile but a fake smile can only last for a while
but each night i reach for my good old friend my knife
i slowly drag him across my tender wrist as i watch my blood spill out over my fingertips
the blood so red as it falls to the floor i'm finally no numb theres no pain anymore
my mind is clear i have no fears
but then i come back and i look at my bloody wrist and a single tear falls from my eye because again i didn't die

thanks for reading! always-
shattered and broken