It'll be alright

My sky is grey and I want you to stay.
I need you to tell me what I should do with myself today.
So many worries lingering in my head, can't I be anywhere but here instead?

The one that's always calm and cool.
No one knows that sometimes I'm ready to explode.
But I still get up everyday and look in the mirror and tell myself that there really isn't anything to fear.

I am stingy and I don't like sympathy.
No one knows that someimes I like to be lonely.
"It'll be alright," thats what I always say.
But sometimes I do have worries of the way it'll all play.

I will always be the person to keep my cool.
That's what I'm here for I think is to calm everyone's soul.
But sometimes I wish there was someone there to do the same for me.
Maybe theres no one because no one knows all of this about me.