Why do you hate me?

I cant believe you hate me so
what did i do to deserve it?
i know I'm not the perfect daughter
but then again who is?
you'd be happier if i was dead
i think i would be too!
but i don't understand i ain't this bad
no one else thinks i am but you!
is this a dream?
i hope it is
but i really do love you!
i hope that one day maybe
you could love me too!