Being upset is usually the best time to write what i feel
I'm not even really that sure anymore because i don't know whats real
Every time i think about you it makes me want to cry
Its hard for me to realize that i have to let you go
Every time i try to breathe it feels like I'm suffocated in snow
Letting go of you is the hardest thing I've ever tried to do
I can't believe how long i let this go on and what you put me through
One day I'll realize its a choice i had to make
It just sucks for the second time my hearts had to break
How did we let ourselves end up like this
That we weren't even able to see the signs that we missed
Everything was perfect and everything was right
Why did it have to end in a mutually silent fight
I sit here every night and rekindle what we had
You had to go and screw it up now thats just to bad
For me to get over you it could take me years
Its pathetic how every night i sit here i tears
You were my second love..with all honesty you were number one
Now it takes me back to when the story begun
