Crying when I think of my past
Wishing the memories didn't last
Wanting to just forget
Wanting to just quit
Crying so hard I cant see
Tear less is what I want to be
God I'm on my knees
Help me please
My happiness I have to fake
I don't know how much I can take
Holding all this pain inside
Wanting to run and hide
Wishing we never meet that day
These memories wont go away
I just want to be loved
I'm tired of being pushed and shoved
But no matter what I do
Nothing will be good as new