Pain

Pain shoots through my body
it now comes as a welcome
to me
It's as if I need
to feel
the pain
the agony
the sadness

I'm dieing on the inside
can't stop it
just want it all to end
I hate this world of pain
no more begging to leave
now it's all in my own hands
the thick and calming liquid

Bright red flows
from me everywhere
I look to see
what I've done to myself
I have finally ended all of
my grief
my pain
my agony
my depression

As I lay dieing in the floor
I try to think of all my good times
I realize that I have none
you finally find me
after the hours have passed by
so fast that you
didn't even notice that
I was gone

I'm too far gone now
you can't stop me
I'm already dead