School is derpressing

In English she asked simply,
when I last had 3 good days in a row,
I wondered when it could have been,
And I didn’t know.
I know it’s not this year
because I’ve spent it all quite sad,
I haven’t coped really well,
Always feel quite bad.
I’m sure it wasn’t last year,
because I cried almost every day,
I spent most of the year cutting
trying to waste my life away.
It surely wasn’t the year before,
That’s when this depression became clear,
I didn’t really feel like living,
and while I did, I lived in fear.
It could have been the year before that
But only back at the start,
because by the end I was being bullied
and had a broken heart.
It is quite depressing,
to find it’s been that long,
since I have been happy,
since I have been strong.
I had to go back to 2002
To find 3 good days in a row,
I never knew why they said school’s depressing,
But now I guess I know.