Suicide Note

Lying on the floor just staring at the ceiling,
My heart has been hurt, it has no feeling.
This is the last time I have lost you,
I'm done with love, I'm totally through.

How could you leave me after all you said?
Why did you put those crazy thoughts in my head?
You told me you would never leave me,
You said you would not make me cry,
I said if you do I swear I will die.

Well it's about time I keep my promise to you.
Just remember you're the reason my life is through.
I always will love you even after I'm gone.
And I left this bloody letter to carry on.

The gun is pressed firmly to my head,
Wow, just think in a few seconds I will be dead.
I'm placing my finger on the trigger getting ready to pull,
Bang, I'm dead now isn't that cool?

As I lie here in my coffin all cold and numb,
I can't believe I killed myself, I was so dumb.
But I remember what I said a long time ago,
And I guess to hell is where my soul will go.