Mixed Feelings

Some do it just for attention,
they never do mention,
that it becomes addictive,
and I've became a victim,
depression is a horrible thing
you don't choose to have it,
there is no real reason,
some deal with it differently,
pills, razors, everything kills,
there are no two stories that are just alike,
some more serious than others,
either way it goes.. nothing is right,
loneliness tears your heart out,
you feel so demented,
you don't think there is a reason,
and you no longer want this lie to stay,
some smile to cover up the pain,
then when their alone they go insane,
they'll never tell just how they feel,
they wont get the help they needed,
and this demond will make them kill,
others try to get the help,
but there is no pill strong enough,
no razor sharp enough,
to make all their pain be spared,
they'll ask God to take it away,
or take them one,
they then see that suicide it their only way out,
they must do it,
they can't make a loud enough shout,
they may write a note,
or leave the state unknown,
they'll tell that they could find no way to cope.

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