If only he knew the truth

There is a truth about him that i have never told
It should b just for me
I sit here and cry after they hurt me i wish he was here to wipe my tears and tell me it will all be ok.
I sit here at the football game lonely and cold just wishing he would be here to hold me tight.
I wake up soaking wet with sweat and sreaming wishing again and again that he was here to hold me tight and tell me everything will be alright.
But i know that they day may never come for his friends tell me he hates me.
Yet when its just me and him, he is so nice like i could tell him everything
If only he knew how much i love him..
I would do anything for him..
I love him with all my heart...if only he knew the truth maybe he would feel the same