Once More

I cut myself today
Deeper than before
It made me feel at ease
And i felt i needed more
What if i hit a vein
And accidentally died
The thought of this made me happy
And i didn't want to cry
I told them they couldn't help me
My depression was to severe
It looked like i was right
Because my time was drawing near
Nothing is so scary
Once you wish to die
At least when I'm dead
Ill never again have to cry
So help me aspirin, knife, and gun
With my life i am finally done