I don't feel alive

I don't feel alive anymore
Hurting people more and more
Sadness coming down with rain
Drowning in my awful pain
My life is pointless don't you see
What is the point of being me
I want to take my final breath
and fall down slowly into death
Where I can leave my pain at last
and get away from my dark past
When I see you everyday
I so so wish to make you pay