Stuck There Alone

Stuck in the middle of an endless battle
Torn between live to and fro
Trapped in a painful hassle
I have no idea where to go

Ripped between two worlds
Pulled back and forth
Endless torment from that scold
That you gave me 15 years after birth

I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know where to go
You let go of my hand
Never again to let me grow

Pain, torture inside my heart
Built up from what you had done
Helped me to fall apart
After you had gone

Why should I bother?
To think about who I am?
Why should I waste another year
To see where I stand

I have a lovely girlfriend
Who stood by my side
A caring father to help me mend
The pain you left inside

You left that scar mum
You made that dent
You made me feel worse than scum
Straight after you went

You left me alone in pain
Left me there on my own
Left me standing in the rain
But from then I have grown

I forgot about you
Threw you out of my life
Why should I keep the thought of you?
When you knocked me down mid strife

Forget it, you lost me
You lost me two years ago
When will you finally see?
I’m not the son you hoped to know