True but Always sad part 1

In hopes and Dreams I wish that my life
Could be perfest
But it will never come true
Broken hearted kills so much
Suicide just makes it worst
I think about everyday
Everyday it gets worse
So why think and not do?

In till the day I die
Someone will always pie me in the face
I will try to pace myself at love
But I am a dove

I can prove to myself no one will ever love me
I will never approve
Won’t pull a lever u push
Always in a rush

It always gets blamed on me
Try to put it in a shoe
I don’t like Winnie the Poe