I am ashamed

I'm ashamed to say
that you are my mum
yeah people think you're great
but you're realy not much fun

i am ashamed
of my drunken step dad
i have to pretend that life is great
the life i truly never had

i am ashamed
of my whole life
but i wont go that far
by using the knife

all i want is a big cuddle
and for you to say, its alright
i will be there for you darling
IL help you through this fight

but when are you going to say it mum?
or are you just going to ignore
why is it always my great brilliant brother
who always gets adored?