Lying to love

I know it's not obvious
but are you that blind?
emotions take over me.
silently screaming inside.

all senses fail
everything comes to a halt.
but don't worry baby
this wasn't your fault.

i look happy on the outside
but on the inside I'm dying.
lying to you was awful
ide sit in my room crying.

but please don't get mad at me.
i guess I'm just prone to pain.
my love for you is untouchable
in runs deep in my veins.