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Today I was not happy, Today I needed you
I ran up to the door, waiting there and feeling blue
You opened it up, and into you I fell
I tried so hard not to cry, but the tears began to well

“Let’s go somewhere,” I said through my blinding tears.
“Where?” you answered softly, wanting to take away my fears.
“Anywhere,” I answered, “As long as for a while we can stay.”
Inside I was thinking, Why does it have to be this way?

We walked over to your car; I got in the other side
You started up the engine and we went for a ride
You drove for a while, letting me gain my composure
So I could begin planning to tell you what would be my new exposure

You stopped for a while, so that I could let it all out
Inside me, the voices in my head began to shout
You sat and watched me, waiting for me to start
So I began to pour out all the pain that’s in my heart

I started out calmly, then came more emotion
Telling you what had happened, and all that commotion
I began to yell, and then I started to cry
And you just held me tightly, as I shut my tired eyes

Can’t we go away? Go somewhere far
I don’t care how we get there: plane, train, or car
We don’t have to be gone forever, just for a little while
So that I can feel and see the things that are the most worthwhile

But right now, we’re not, and I don’t tell you how I feel
I don’t know how to say it; it just doesn’t feel real
What would you think if I told you how I felt about you?
Because if I told you, you probably wouldn’t have a clue

That you’re not only my friend, but you’re my angel too
And that without you, I’m not sure what I would do
I love you and adore you; you mean so much to me
I pray for you each day, and in you I believe

I thank God for you, and for you I pray
That God would bless your life each and every single day
That you would stay safe, and that you wouldn’t hurt
And that God’s knowledge in you He would insert

But for now I hold this in, and for some reason I don’t tell you
I’m not sure why, since it is all very true
I’m scared of what you’d think, I guess
But it stays in my head, surrounded by this big mess

The mess is my life which I can’t tell, but hide
You are the only one in which I can confide
And I thank God for that too; you help me oh so much
Onto these moments forever, I will surely clutch

But for now, in reality, I wipe my tears off on the sleeve of my sweater
And as we look into each others’ eyes, I know that I feel a little better
You start the engine of your car, and begin to drive me home
And again the thoughts in my head begin to roam

We pull into my driveway, and I let out a huge sigh
You turn to me and say, “Are you sure you’ll be alright?”
“Yes,” I say without a thought, although I’m not sure why
Because the thought of leaving you makes me want to cry.

We say goodbye, and then you hug me one last time before I leave
You don’t know it, but inside my heart I start to grieve
I get out of your car, and then I open my front door
I step inside, and quickly dart across the floor

To watch you drive away, it makes me sad when you do
I just can’t bear the thought of leaving you
My friend, my angel, I’ll see you another time
But for now, I’ll just keep my thoughts concealed inside this rhyme.