My Life, Till It Ends!

I've been called fat and ugly,
By at least half the guys at school.
That can't be good,
That's not even cool.
Why do they do it?
Do they think it's a joke?
Honestly, tell me,
How the fuk that's a joke!
If I died tonight,
To my funeral would they go?
DON'T even come,
DON'T bother to show.
For if you did,
I'd haunt you for life!
I'd stand over your bed,
Holding the knife.
I used to cut,
My sad little wrist.
Who cares what you think?
It's my life at risk!
I want to die,
And leave this world!
What's the point in living?
I'm just a FAT FUKING GIRL!
For once in my life,
I'm happy to say.
That my day will come,
And that days today!
SO FUK YOU ALL!
AND BURN IN HELL!
I may regret this,
But probably not, oh well!
So I'll see you in hell,
I'll save you a seat!
Maybe by then I'll take over,
And have you all beat!

~please comment and rate this poem Jen wrote~