A Former Friendship(NIN)

(what once was)
I know I'm in love
I'm yours, your mine
Unseperable together
Our love divine

(What now is)
Still I cannot sleep
I can't think strait or eat
This presure baring down
I'm under too much heat

Wake me with your horror
Wake me with these screams
Up ad midnight constantly
From these scary dreams

I think a line to soothe my soul
From my favorite band
Can somewhat tell how I'm feeling now
Alone in a desert of sand
"And I'm so lonely, so afraid to die
Because I know that only angels sat good-bye"

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(line from Nine Inch Nails "Angel")

-To my once best friend, Josh. He's the one that got me into poetry, and into NIN. Once I thought that me and him were close as could be. but now, for some reason, he wants almost nothing to do with me. I wish I told him how I really felt to begin with.