It gets harder every day
No matter how tough I try to be
I put on this mask - this happy face
The only one that sees the pain is me
I watch our old movies
And listen to what used to be our song
I try real hard not to cry
Has it really been that long?
It didn't have to be this way
How can you just shove me aside?
I was there whenever you needed me
And from the world I just want to hide
You were the first guy I ever loved
Because of that, from my mind, you'll never part
I really wish things were different
I really wish you hadn't broken my heart
Sadly, things had to end the way they did
Obviously, you found someone better than me
Probably prettier, funnier, nicer, and smarter
I'm sorry for not being what you wanted me to be
Every day I try harder to forget
The times you made me laugh and the way you made me feel
I love you and I miss you
And tomorrow with another tear I'll have to deal.
