Eternally Bleeding...

Inside I'm eternally bleeding
And I don't think it will ever end
My cuts are way to deep
To ever try and mend
The cold sharp metal
Running along my veins
Helps me relax
Even tho it causes Pain
I couldn't do with out it
The scars will never leave
All i have left to do
Is eternally bleed
So judge me if you must
But you can never understand
The pleasure that comes
From a blood filled hand
The bright red
Just makes you want to scream
But when you don't wake up
You know it was never a dream
Blood drenched clothes And bed sheets
Comfort me at night
Hoping to finally see
That strange white light
But I always wake up
My body is way to tough
No matter how deep I cut
It's never deep enough

-Mexxy
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