My light side

Today i sigh with pain
the real me coming out
the true reason
became my new best friend
everyone seemed mad at me
everyone disappointed
but for once this year
i feel light
this the first day
i haven't cried to myself
so i can sleep
wishing somehow
i knew it was deep
my true ways
i used to walk alone
no one got me
they didn't know
how i really felt
my voice comforts me
i know the real reason why
i try to explain
but no one listen
why cant ppl see