Not another lie

All I want is the truth
Not another lie
I thought that you were different
But you’re just another guy

You told me that you loved me
I thought that it was true
I guess I made a mistake
I told you I loved you too

I really thought I did
But I guess not
I thought you liked me
I truly liked me a lot

But now I lye here on the floor
A knife to my wrist
I wanted you to love me
That was my true wish

I hear my parents beating
On the door trying to get in
I start to drift away from here
It seems I can never win.

I love my parents dearly
But I can’t take it anymore
I don’t know what to do
From this world I will be torn.

I wonder why you hurt me
Don’t you understand?
You crushed me like a rock
In the palm of Gods hands.

You could have told me the truth
About your big LIE
Then maybe I would have realized
I didn’t have to Die