Evil Side

The dark blood floods the bright floor

Thoughts of happiness go out the door

The sharp blade gleams in the night

My veins pulse in deep fright

Sweet rain pours from the black sky

I know I don’t ever again want to try

Your words curse me as you softly cry

My tears flood my pillow at night

All your smiles appear so bright

Can’t I just smile and pretend

Are you the one on who I can depend?

Is it so hard to let go, of my feelings, of my thoughts?

Can’t I be the one that calls the shots?

I may curse the day that I was born

Like the old fave jeans that were torn

Skip my classes, and slack off

But everywhere I go

I seem to just know

Whenever I try to run, try to hide

I slip off to the evil side

I want to hurt

I want to kill

Use my power and will

But then I just run

And then there were none