Messing Up Fate

I screw something up everyday,
i always mess up something great,
i screw up what I say,
it always sounds like hate.
i really wish i could change,
but every time i talk,
it feels like I'm a target at a shooting range
and it hurts to walk,
because it feels like can barley stand,
without me and you holding hands.
it seems like I'm forever falling,
and your name I'm calling,
when i hear no answer it puts me to shame
because when i look in my heart
i see no flame,
and i cant see in the dark.
how am i gonna find you
when your my light
i don't know what I'm gonna do
without you in my life.