Let It Rot

The tears I've shed,
the memories told,
go threw my head,
leaving me cold.

minds first thought,
heart's first frost,
even tho we fought,
i didn't know you'd be lost.

if i told you never mind,
you wouldn't care,
but now when i look behind,
your not there.

if i look at the sky,
i cant picture you,
I'll never stop crying,
since this came true.

i stare at your picture on the shelf,
I'll never let it rot,
still i tell myself,
"I'm okay" but I'm not.