Mom

I hear all the calls
I see all the guys
why do u have to be like this?
I meet all the guys
and hear all your stories
cant you tell it tears me apart?
you think your cool with all the guys
but cant you see what your turning into?
you say that your kids are the most important
but now your always with the guys and thats all you talk about
you get tattoos and ears pierced thinking that it makes you cool
but it just shows how desperate you really are
you say you wont get married again
but at the path your going down,
you'll get married a lot
your supposed to be a good role model
but I never want to be like you
you fool people into thinking your so nice
but they don't know the way you really are
I wish things could be how they used to be
and that I could say I love you and mean it
but life is short and i need to get on with life
so now I can say the words I've wanted to for so long
goodbye and I hope someday you understand what you did to me mom