Never To Forget *

* To Michael. I love you *

Even with the love that I have for you,
It is still so hard to forget about the past.
I keep trying to push the memories out of my mind,
But they keep coming back so fast.

I know that people make mistakes,
And our love deserves another try.
That is why I am giving you one more chance,
Even though the risk is high.

I should not dwell in the past,
When I do not know what the future holds.
But somehow my beaten heart,
is still aching in the cold.

Even though I have you once again,
It does not mean that my pain has gone away.
I am still living in this life of hell
And still wishing death upon me everyday.

I do not think I could trust you again,
Or say I have given it my all.
I have learned from the past and realized
I can never again take that fall.

I still have the scars of your name,
And the wounds within my heart.
I keep hoping that they will heal
Because this is a fresh-new start.

Maybe one day this pain will fade,
And I will truly forgive you for what you've done.
But for now I'm still left in shock,
because I am back where I begun.

(Sorry I do not know where this was going, but thanks for reading! Please rate or comment.)
xXx Sheest xXx