Sadness and Tears

Sometimes I feel I'm not really here
My life makes no sense, it's so unclear
I want to be happy, live life and love
Sometimes I fell like I'm watching from above

The tears I cry are only for me
I never want anyone to know or to see
What can I do to help myself
It feels so hopeless, sad, I will never be free

I pretend to smile and make everything ok
But I know that tomorrow will be just like today
Life is suppose to get better as time moves along
Whoever said that was completely wrong

Will I ever find true happiness
This I wonder everyday
If there ever is a time or date
I'm sure by then it will be much too late