Sometimes

Sometimes I'm afraid,
I start to lose my mind.
I keep forgetting,
You're by my side.

Sometimes I'm lost,
Can't find my way out.
I keep forgetting,
That you were never gone.

Sometimes I keep crying,
Forgetting the reasons why.
The only reason brought,
Is that you're far.

Sometimes I felt close,
To someone like you.
But now I know,
That I was mis-leaded by you.

Sometimes I hate you,
Dark, deep inside.
Even though I hate you,
I want you by my side.

Sometimes I remember,
Sometimes I forget,
But I know that you left me,
And that there is no regret.