Given Up

I thought i was good
i thought i would be OK
i know i should
turns out I'm still not sure if i wanna stay
how can i live
how can i go on
when there is nothing left for me to thrive for
when to live i am no longer drawn
i am so tired of being some one I'm not
so tired of being something I'm not
why i pretend i forgot
why can i no longer pretend
my life has already started to descend
i am sick of being fake
my life is something i cannot make
so now I'm given up
Ive given up hope
Ive given up love
Ive given up all i had left
Ive given up being me