If you cared why didn't you show it? If you loved me why couldn't I know it?If your heart was really mine why was I alone all the time?I would call you once or twice just to tell you how I feel, and when I did you brushed me off with I don't have time to deal.In time I pulled myself together.In time I had a plan.I'd hoped that I could force you to somehow be a man.A man with a heart and feelings.A man who could give love and receive, a man who would finally love me enough to understand before I would leave.A man not a boy who would give me his heart but it was a boy not a man who ripped mine apart.You didn't think I'd leave so you took my love for granted. In my mind I was saying "He'll stop you, he'll love you I chanted. But you didn't you let me leave, you left me alone to grieve, and as I left the house some woman was coming to fulfill your needs.So I no longer had to wonder were you ever in love with me, I figured the best thing I had done was leaving your ass for me.
