I can't stand the pain

I always say I love you
Can’t you see how much I care?
Everyone else notices
But you just ignore my hurting glare

You’ve caused me so much pain
I only wish you knew
How you broke my heart
And stopped my only dream coming true

You think of us as just friends
But I want to be so much more
I love being friends
But it’s you I really adore

My friends they keep me going strong
When you hurt me so bad
They tell me to get over you
When my happy face turns to sad

But how can I get over you
If I’m always thinking of you
Why don’t you come up with a suggestion?
Why don’t you just tell me what to do?

My heart has so many cracks in it
And all of them are from you
It’s not just the once you see
You’ve hurt me so many times
I really wish you knew

When your with another girl
I come home and cry
I wonder whats wrong with me
It’s always me why?

I hate myself because of you
I always think I’m never good enough
I try to put up a front though
Around everyone act tough

But they still see the hurt
They see all the pain inside
All of which you caused
Causing the real me to hide

I’m trying to be something I’m not
I promised myself I wouldn’t change for a guy
yet I trying to be just like you
I can’t help it when I cry

When I tell you the person I fancy
When I tell you it’s you
All you do is shrug it off
Like you never even knew

Just tell me how you really feel
What you truly think of me
I’d rather know the truth
Why don’t you see

I don’t want to feel the way I do
I don’t want to love you any more
I want to move on with my life
And close my hearts door

I’m not going to let any one in
It’ll only end in a broken heart
When one of us ends it
Saying it’s not working we’re have to part

Well that’s it now
I’m not falling in love again
I’m not going to be hurt any more
I don’t want to feel pain

I tried to put this in the normal love poems but it wouldn\'t let me so i\'m going to have to put it in these ones