Me

An emptiness inside
feeling like i should die
you left me here abused
broken,and so used
my feelings are completely gone
my life,my problems leave me feeling numb
i want to go far away
not tomorrow
I'm leaving today
this pain i have to hide
keeps me constantly wiping my eyes
sitting here with my fake smile
going blank for short awhile
i pity myself all the time
maybe i should end it all
in the corner, staring at the walls
suddenly i hold the knife
the same one used to end my life
the blood was pouring from my wrists
reminding me i wasn't missed
i see my self with a better future
too late I'm erased out of my own picture