Pain Killers

It's late at night, and i can't seem to sleep
i try to fight these tears that claim I'm so weak
but as i think, they just seem to flow
with each sob, these fears seem to grow

i don't know what i would ever do
if i had to live my life without you
your threats of such sinful suicide
tare me apart from my insides

the help i try to offer, you just ignore
you claim your dieing and you cant take anymore
i just don't know why your so blind to see
that with each doubt, your slowly killing me

your fears seem to eat you alive
you cant escape no matter how you try
but i still refuse to let you go
because of what i now know

i know your darkest secrets and lies
i know what you truly fear inside
there is nothing you could ever say
that would make me ever turn away

I'm never going to give up on you
no matter what your afraid you'd do
I've been here since two years ago
now I'm never going to let you go

you come up with your lies that explains what you say
i wont ever listen to them anyway
I'm never going to let you fall
ill pick you up, even when you crawl

ill be here for you to lean on
when your weak, I'll be strong
when you cry, I'll wipe your tears
I'll stand by you through the years

when you need me I'll be there
ill show you just how much i care
I'm not afraid of what you could do
I'm only afraid that i could lose you

you could never hurt me, no matter how you try
so don't mistake these tears i cry
i only hurt because your in pain
i try so hard, but receive no gain

you'll shut me out alone again
keeping yourself locked inside and hidden
but don't you forget, i know who you are
and i wont give up on how I've gotten so far

I've grown so attached to who I've become
that i begin to believe that your the one
But forgive me for i wont say good-bye
tomorrow when you claim it all was a lie