"ADDICTION"

"Hello Old Friend"
Hello old friend ive come to visit once again. I love to see you suffer mentally,spiritually,and socially. I want to make you restless so you can never relax. I want you to be jumpy,nervous,and anxious. I want to make you agitated and irritable so everything and everybody makes you uncomfortable. I want you to be confusedand depressed, so that you cant think clearlyand positivly.I want to make you hate everything and everybody,espeacially yourself. I want you to feel guilty and remoresful for the things you have done in the past, that you will never be able to let go of. I want to make you angry and hateful toword the world for the way it is and the way you are.I want you to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything but your addictionfor the way things are. I want you to be dicitful and untrustworthy, and to manipulate and con as many people as possible. I want to make you fearful and paranoid for no reason at all. I want you to wake up during all hours of the night and scream for me. You know you cant sleep with out me, im even in your dreams. I want to be the first thng you wake up to every morning and the last thing you touch before you pass out. I would rather kill you,but i will be happy enough to put you back in the hospital,another institution, or jail. But you know that I will be waiting for you when you get out.I love to watch you slowly go insane. I love to see all the phyical damage that i am causing you. I cant help but sneer and chuckle when you shiver and shake when you freeze and sweat at the same time, and when you wake with your sheets and blankets soaking wet.Its amusing to watch you make love to the toilet bowl heaving and wretching and not be able to hold me down.Its amazing how much desrutioni can do to your internal organs.While at the same time i am detroying your brain bit by bit. I deeply appreciate how much you sacrifice for me. The countless jobs, all the fine friends you deeply cared for, you gave them up for me.I am even more greatful for the friends you turned against yourself because of your inexcusable actions.I mean who could be more generous to me than you.You gave up for me the most precious and important things in your life, your family,and your loved ones, i mean you threw them away for little old me!!! I cannot express in words how deeply grateful i am for the loyalty and respect you have for me,you sacrificed all these beautiful things in life just to devote yourself compleatly to me. But do not despair my friend for on me you can always depend!Infact after you have lost all these things you can still depend on me to take even more!!! You can depend on me to keep you living in hell, to keep your body,mind,and soul,because I will not be satisfied untill you are dead my friend
MY NAME IS ADDICTION BY annomous no i didnt write this but think about it
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