I cant find the words to express,
How I'm feeling deep inside.
The way things are, as i know it,
Are gone-because she lied.
I feel bad for being angry,
And i cry when I'm alone.
Some changes are so unbearable...
I just don't feel at home.
I didn't think it could happen,
To her, him, us or me.
It really tears me up inside,
Being asked to choose who has to leave.
My heart aches, and my eyes are wet,
my hands tremble from the fear,
I'm losing the life that I'm used to living,
Everything no longer seems near.
I wonder what it'll be like,
Tomorrow, in a month, year, or week.
Will i still be breaking down inside?
Will silent tears still run down my cheek?
All the damage that has been done,
So much hurt, anger and hate,
No matter how much i cry and cry,
It wont change this time-its too late.
Ive got to do my best,
to get through this - i cant break down,
Ill put as much back together as i can,
Ill try to turn things back around.
Everything that had meaning,
It all seems pointless now.
My perspective changed in a single day...
Yet, i don't even know how.
No matter what i say to you,
you'll never understand,
my worlds been turned upside-down,
Nothing will ever be the same again.
