Pain Killers pt. 2

The whole day
you drove me insane
my worries for you
of your inner pain

i remember the conversation
the words you left me with
speaking in your riddles
wondering if i should miss

since i heard you utter those words
my worries grew more by each hour
i call, hoping for an answer
as i slowly lose all power

you took to many pills
imagining where you are
where would i be without you
if you took it too far

leaving messages you didn't answer
growing more impatient
driving myself up the wall
every waking minute

how do i know if your alive
if your alone and scared
i toss and turn all night
and at the ceiling i stared

i want to be there
to hold you through the night
to kiss your temple as i whisper
"Everything is going to be alright..."

i listen to the music
with only you on mind
finally closing my eyes
for your face to find

I'm awoke by the door
as you step inside
the instant relief so intense
i couldn't help but cry

you hold me close
so tight i can't breathe
but i love it so much
i never want you to leave

i felt against my back
a velvet so sweet
open my eyes to a rose
i couldn't help but weep

you lifted my chin
to look into my eyes
whispered "Baby, I'm sorry,
oh please don't cry..."

"Honey can't you see?
how happy i am...
I'm so glad your alive
but, don't ever do that again!"