The Pain Of Life

Today I cut myself
To see if I can feel
I wait paciently
To see if I can heal
I focus on the pain
The only thing thats real
All in all I know
That, yes, I can still heal

I let my emotions out
When I tried to cry
And I failed again
When I tried to die
I feel very safe
Behind my secret lie
I know I'm not so cold
When I'm alone and cry

I focus on the pain
The only thing thats real
Hopefully some day
I will fully heal