He Makes Me Sane..

He is everything to me
The story no one reads
the song that no one sings

anything i could do for him i would
any song i could write for him i would
but he makes me ill

it must be a sin to watch him
my world could collapse around him
i don't know what to say
i don't know what to do
but he makes me sick

i cant let this get caught up inside me
i don't think i'll let him inside of me
I've sewn up my eyes and cut off my hands
because i know i'll never be with another again.

he means everything to me
the sights that no one sees
the red leaves upon the trees

it doesn't even bother me now
I've filled up my mind with doubt
sores just wont close up
cause he makes me ill

his name goes through me
a hundred times silently
and i keep his picture in a frame
cause he makes me sane.

Hhe is everything to me
The story no one reads
the song that no one sings

and he makes me ill