Why do you not kill yourself, when you have nothing anymore.
When you have no control over what's happening.
When you turn to a guy that's playing you, and taking advantage of the moment.
Why do you live, now that's my question.
I can't take it anymore, it just to numb now.
Please someone help me now.
Where's my guardian angle, did God abandon me now too?
No I abandoned myself.
I gave up, not God.
He's still waiting for me to come around that dark ally I once walked though.
Then I came around, and in a snap it all came back.
I feel on my hands and knee's, and asked God for his forgiveness.
After a while, God made me feel whole again.
(I have a couple people to thank for that... Kaia, Jess, Chris, and Jordan. "I owe you my life, cause you saved mine twice.")
(There are angles walking around in this corrupt world. God sent me four they just didn't have halo's and wings. Thank you guys for being there, even if we aren't best friends like we used to be.)
