You always compare me to her
and i know sometimes you wish i were
i hate it, i cant be me
for one i want you to see
that i have my own ways
I'm not going through a phase
i wanna die
end this whole lie
for me its normal to do this
you always look away
pretending to miss
tears on my bed
things in my head
blood on my wrist
clenched in a fist
is it worth the fight?
putting up with you shit
day and night
i told you everything you need to know
please let me go
didnt pretend to care
never once were you there