Special little world

My own little place
I'm longing to find
A place where i'm alone
A place where i can hide

I hate being here
I want to escape
The people that i fear
My life's lost shape

People are trying to help me
Some nights i sit and cry
They help me to forget things
Oh lord do i try

I'm sorry if i dont return
But i really need to leave
My lifes so difficult now
I'm finding it hard to breathe

I really cant handle this
Others say i can
I want to walk away from it
To my own special land