I never though i would turn out this way

I never though i would turn out this way
to wake up everyday and say "not again".
to not look into the mirror
you think your a disgrace
to not be able to look your parents in the face
they only know half of it
you know what there thinking
you know them to well
you know what they mean but they wont tell

I never though i would turn out this way
I've changed so much
i turned from a sweet hearted girl
to someone who doesn't even care about her self

I never though i would turn out this way
i feel so alone
to walk though my front door
and know, no ones home

I never though i would turn out this way
you must understand
i don't mean to be like this
its just the way i am

I never though i would turn out this way
my head is a mess
I'm sorry for the mistakes I've mad
there isn't one i don't regret

I never though i would turn out this way
I'm sorry for the pain
i know i break your heart
every single day

I never though i would turn out this way
this world is just to much
to give up would be to easy
so i decided to fight.