I Feel Challenged

Today I feel challenged,challenged than yesterday
Awake in the earliest hours,this life wanna see me working
Wished I could rest,mentally I feel exhausted
The night was too long,a sleep was far from reach
Kept wondering what I need,life is just getting bitter and sour
Anger is now my threat,slowly I feel dying
My table is full of bills,the due dates are marked red
Love life is dead,wonder when is Miss Right coming
Fake smile on my face, I take a towel and shower
I try to sing in the shower,somebody told me it helps
I love to hear the music,the mood feels weird today
Too much noises in my head,music is no remedy here
In my car down the highway,I feel dizzy and hungry
I try to cheer myself up,remember when was in high school
Loved to hear the fan screaming,basketball used to be my life
Someone is honking,imagine I wasn't moving
Why is he honking,I think he is just cruel
In the office everybody is happy,they nicknamed me genius
Life is a challenge,a banner in my office says
Try to work in vain,my mind does not want to
I try to listen to music,the noises are still there
I visit my poem site immediately,I love reading and writting
Ann has lost her two friends,I bend down and pray
Stay strong Ann,this life is unpredictable
Gosh its lunch time,window shopping is all I can do
Empty pockets are not funny,untill when should I mourn?
I wanna keep struggling,what else is left for me?
Brothers and sisters,my life is a mess
In my car heading home