7 My not so lucky number

Dear Daddy
I’m writing you this to tell you I haven’t forgiven you
I will never forgive you
But I’ve never stopped loving you
And I haven’t forgotten you
I just haven’t forgiven you

For the 7 million times you broke my heart
For 7 hundred days we weren’t apart
For the seven thousand arguments we had
For the 7 days a week that you got mad
For the 7 purple bruises on my arm
For the 7 years of trying to self-harm

I’ll never forgive you daddy
Right now it hurts too much
I'll always remember the anger
That i once felt in your touch
But i know you loved my mama
And I know that you lied
For my mama was too caring
To ever commit suicide
So daddy you gotta come clean
You know I loved mama too
If you hurt her like you hurt me
I promise i'll hurt you