It is the End

I can say that I hate you, I can say that you mean nothing.
But I'm just hiding the truth and you know it, you always know when I lie.
If I said that it was all true it turns out I was lying, just lying about the truth.
Every word I write or say is like I'm begging you to come back to me.

I said that I would live in this dream reality, but everything here reminds me of you and I can't get out.
I know that you loved me, but hearts get broken everyday.
And now your gone and in love again, I'm half alive just trying to hang on.
I don't even miss you and I hope you see how much you ment to me.
But you wont, I'm surprised that you even talk to me at all.
It was just a lie, everything we said and did was just fake.
At least I didn't try to change you, can SHE say the same?

If I could have tried harder.
If you would have loved more.
Do you think it would have made a difference, for us.
Do you love her more?
Do I try harder for him?
Does it really matter in the end?
When I lost what I stole it made me think, that I never had you to begin with.

Why do you always want someone you can't have?
But when you have them you act like you don't care?
You had her, and you wanted me.
You had me but now I can't have you, because you have someone new.
It makes me mad the fact that I can't get over you and that I lost you.
Its the end why don't I just get over it and move on?
I don't need you and I know that you don't care, but why cant I just not think of those months you spent inside my head?