All I Want

Why don’t you see I need you?
That all I want is to be loved by you,
But you seem to not care
And you don’t see the pain you put me through

You see me every morning
And when I go to bed
But you never get to see the real me
The real side that wants me dead

You ask me what the matter is
What in my life that’s going on
Why don’t you see I don’t want you to know?
I want to keep withdrawn

But you keep tapping at my outside
Trying to get in
But I hold back so secretive
I can’t let you win

Why don’t you just find out without me helping you?
Just see through all my lies
See through all my silences
And through all of my silent cries.

Just take a moment to ask me why
I’m going through these pains
Find out what I really want to say
And have you cut off all my chains

Just take a moment off the
Child meant to be
And worry about the innocent child
The accident that’s me

All I ask is a moment
Just to be with you
To tell you about the problems I have
The pain that I’ve been through

All I want it to be loved by you
With no reason as to why
I want you to do this for me
Before I say good-bye...

:+: To My Mom.. JUST LISTEN TO ME! :( :+: