Hate of myself

I hate my life,
I hate the way I am,
I hate the way I feel,
I hate me

I can't stand to be in the same room as myself,
I can't stand to look in a mirror,
I can't stand the way I appear,
I can't stand me

I become lost when I look in your eyes,
not being able to find the reasons you stand at my side,
you saved me from the tears I've cried,
but yet I still hate me