Never to love u again

Jerk
Why would u deceive me?
Why would u think I deserved this?
I wish I could stand up to u and choke u
Leaving u grasping for air like I did

Remorse
Do u feel any pain in ur heart?
Do u wish u could have changed anything?

I do…
To tell u that I gave u my heart
That I scarified so much for u
That I loved u

Emptiness
To deal with pain and not truly feel any hatred for u is the hardest thing to deal with
Because instead of wanting to get revenge I lay in bed at night reminiscing about u
crying because things will never be the same again

Aftermath
I’m so much stronger
I never thought that I could get over u but I did
I will find someone who doesn’t deceive me
who loves me with every fiber of his being
I will get over...someday